~ heaven and earth are trapped in visible form: all things emerge from within the writing brush ~
Jan 17, 2010
:: Lagos-High-Life ::
Music. It always started with music. As soon as he put the records on, the euphoria would begin to crawl from his feet, snake up his spine to wrap his head in slow, delicious, shivers. The joints helped, and once in a while the alcohol but usually, he was flying high on a straight riff even as he dusted the discotheque with a drug of pure, delirious funk'n'roll. Under the stroke, tap and lick of his tapered fingers, slick vinyls slid under the bucking needle to let loose an elixir of royalty and rebels from the land of milk and honey and burning crosses that - despite those who claimed to have flown back across the vast angry ocean from its shores, in tight cravats and Jim Crow slang - no one from this city of cardboard dreams truly believed existed. The dance-floor became the checkerboard of harlequin contortionists gyrating and curling, slippin' and sliding under an immense spinning metallic sun that radiated silver beams off cracked mirror walls and into the wide eyes of the hopeful and the desperate alike. Under his hand, James Brown stuttered once, twice, three times, to prove black was beautiful and Santana wailed hymns to the innocuous Voodoo priestesses sipping Fantas in the dark crumbling recesses, with a glitter in their eyes. Looking out through the grimy glass of his booth onto this quicksilver panorama, DJ GoldC felt like one of those men they sent to the moon aboard - what did they call it again? A space-ship. That's right, a Space-ship. He was going to fly this jook joint high through the stars tonight because it was he - as everyone hip to the city knew but wouldn't say, "cuz the trees have ears, ya dig?" - who was the finest helms-man in the country, capable of commanding every platformed, afroed, without-a-dinero, state designated alien-undesirable around his moon-stoned pinky-fingers until the early dawn spilled through the cracks and roused the night-revelers-time-travelers who still swayed on the dance-floor clutching at their sweet, somnambulant dreams.
Jan 11, 2010
Diaspora Generations
Conversation with my parents has brought me to contemplate the nature of the "Diaspora", that pseudo-community of a generation of exiles and children of exiles who find themselves neither one or the other, strangers unto the land of their parents and unwelcome unto the shores of their New Worlds. Through this Middle Passage, we've put to question all beliefs, existences and identities, finding new roots and uprooting dead ones in that shifting, rocking ephemereal journey from generation to generation. What is community, who is communty, what is duty, honor, success and failure - questions held by age-old boundaries dissolve in the vast oceans of uncertainty as we tiptoe to find new ground and taste new fruits, having to define unknown flavors and fall under hidden poisons. This Trans-Atlantic voyage of ours, how does it end? We speak neither in the language of our elders nor the colloquiasm of their oppressors, so we create our own slang and we borrow and lend, mix and match, spit and scratch, until our faces, clothes and lives are mosaics and abstracts of the most vivid color-clashing hues, wild with imagination and pregnant with anticipation at all our potential, if only we could get past the confusion of how to be elder and visionary all at the same time?
Aug 20, 2009
The Great Seducer

As of today, I have officially added Gaza to the litany of names and places in my personal rendition of 'another one bites the dust'.
After reading how Hamas is making a killing off the economic and trade embargo imposed by Israel by taxing smuggled goods from Egypt - the only way to get general necessities into West Gaza - an import tax of 14.5% (August 16th, Christian Science Monitor, "Hamas Profits from Israel's Gaza Blocade")and using the revenue to alledgedly buy land and clout amongst the powerful business elites, I found myself just shaking my head in all-too familiar recognition. Another one does bite the dust.
I sat, surprised at my silent mourning of yet another still-birthed revolution despite the layers of dusty cynicism accumulated from fleeing three different countries in my short two decades and a half of life, and I found myself contemplating power and corruption all over again, how it always emerges in such predictable fashion. Of course Hamas was going to veer away from its focus on the Palestinian people and start preening and strutting its radical feathers for all the wrong reasons, namely, playing the Israel card to exhaustion and getting fat on rhetoric. Like so many other names and organizations that line the well-trodden road of broken promises (nothing is more inherent in revolution than broken promises), Hamas stopped healing in the food shelters and make-shift hospitals that had endeared them to their communities and started making war with worn words and fiat both claiming to trust God...
Its sounds cynical, but I am not. I wholeheartedly believe in the power of human beings. I believe people are born good. What I do not believe in is the redemptive value of power - unless you are a saint or a god, but then, thats why you are referred as such. I was not amongst the throngs that danced in the street when Obama won because, although I believe he does his best to steer with morality, interests of power are bigger than him and the siren song can be intoxicating. I was happy to see someone who could inspire pride and hope in our all-too vast ghettoes and our 'Dark' Continent, but I fear for the blindness that adoration sometimes begets.
(And should anyone accuse me of exaggerating, here are some random tidbits covering some recent issues that have direct relevance to his well-meaning campaign promises: the EPA under Obama will be undertaking less environmental clean-ups in highly toxic sites than the heavily-criticized Bush administration did (August 10th, NY Times); and yes, we may be getting out of Iraq, but its not a scale-down, its merely an upsurge in another country (Afghanistan). And since Im on the topic, pray someone explain why BlackWater - despite facing several criminal and civil lawsuits, being 'kicked' out of Iraq (where they are still armed & present), founded by a 'Christian crusader' who is currently under investagation for murder (August 4th, The Nation) STILL works internationally under OUR name & debt, receiving over $175 millions in contracts since January?
No, I am not cynical, I am just distrustful of the ultimate seducer of all, the most ancient of mistresses and strongest of drugs. In the hands of many (communism, mob justice) or in the hands of a few (capitalism, religion), power thrives on imbalance and everything - from the seasons down to our biological existence- depends on balance. So we can only expect tragic disappointment when we claim a different face on the other side of the same coin; in this age of the apathetic 'i-', lets not get lulled to sleep by the comforts of 'promises'. Unless, of course, you are a terracotta warrior.
Hamas reminded me: Question power. Maintain balance. And one day, when you are in a position of power - at work, at play, in thought or action - pray someone questions you too.
with Peace,
a pilgrim
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